saya

saya orang yang lemah karena pasti ada yang lebih kuat
saya orang yang belum bisa memimpin diri saya sendiri walaupun sedikit bisa memimpin orang lain
saya adalah orang yang mudah terpengaruh oleh masa lalu
saya bukan orang yang pintar, termasuk TOLOL!
saya orang yang egois
saya bukan orang yang tepat untuk mendampingi seseorang dalam waktu dekat
saya orang yang belum bisa berpikiran dewasa
saya dan segala kekurangan saya adalah sesuatu yang tidak dapat dipisahkan

TAPI SAYA BANGGA MENJADI SAYA YANG SEPERTI ITU DAN TAK ADA SEORANGPUN YANG DAPAT MENGUBAHNYA SAMPAI SAYA MEMUTUSKAN SAYA HARUS BERUBAH!!!!!!

Avenged Sevenfold - Afterlife

Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen
so unsure but it seems, ’cause we’ve been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be
Arrived too early

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far

I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here

A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain, ’cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time (I’m much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind

Gave me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
take me back inside when the time is right

Loved ones back home all crying ’cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken; I’m choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

(Fast Guitar Solo)
(Screaming)
(Laughing)

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
take me back inside when the time is right








lyrics of this song is sooooooooo ............. hahahahaha

Avenged Sevenfold - Fiction

Now I think I understand
How this world can overcome a man.
Like a friend we saw it through
In the end I gave my life for you.

Gave you all I had to give
Found a place for me to rest my head.
While I may be hard to find
Heard there's peace just on the other side.

Not that I could
Or that I would
Let it burn
Under my skin,
Let it burn.

Left this life to set me free
Took a piece of you inside of me.
All this hurt can finally fade
Promise me you'll never feel afraid.

Not that I could
Or that I would
Let it burn
Under my skin
Let it burn

I hope it's worth it, out on the highway, yeah
I know you'll find your own way when I'm not with you

So tell everybody, the ones who walk beside me, yeah
I hope you'll find your own way when I'm not with you tonight

I hope it's worth it, what's left behind me, yeah
I know you'll find your own way when I'm not with you

So tell everybody, the ones who walk beside me, yeah
I know you'll find your own way when I'm not with you tonight

this song is so fucking awesome, really really gorgeous

saat terlelah

bukan lagi senyum teman
bukan lagi eratan tangan
makian setia tanpa hela
ketika tawa bagai oasis di padang pasir
hanya ada hampa
tak daya apapun
hening..........

sick off all this fucking drama

the things you do
and the words you say
everything about you............
what next?
what if i cant stand to fight?
what if i should go?
cause im the only one to blame

can we go back when our story full of peace and smile?

harapan

sedikit celoteh tentang apa yang gua harapin ke depan, sedikit banget, yaitu semoga acara pensi sekolah gua yang kebetulan gua wakil ketua panitianya *ehem berjalan sukses lancar dan sesuai dengan apa yang gua dan temen temen panitia lain kerjain
keuangannya juga, lagi ga bagus nih, semoga tambah bagus deh